too much to handle

I was almost certain that Demetrius had killed Lysander thinking that if he was out of the picture I would marry him. Once that thought came to me I was devastated and hoped that it was not true. Lysander, Helena, Demetrius and I all found each other in the woods. I was so relieved when I saw Lysander; it was like my heart had restarted, all the bad thoughts had escaped my mind. As we were chatting Lysander was being rude to me. He said he didn’t love me, and that he was in love with Helena. Demetrius had said the same thing. I couldn’t believe it, in fact I wouldn’t believe it I wouldn’t allow myself to think for even one moment, that my one true love would fall out of love with me instantaneously. Helena thought that they were mocking her and thought I was a part of it. I had not done anything wrong at all. The three of them just started yelling at me! It was a terrible feeling. By that point I had just lost it so we fought in the middle of the forest until we were separated by Lysander and Demetrius. I was left all alone in the forest. It was all just so much to take in at once, losing the love of my life, losing my best friend, and I hate to admit it but losing the person who loved me even though I made it clear that I did not love him. I was left with nothing.